Regrets

I guess this is what I wanted

I guess that it’s only the same 

I guess it’s only to be expected 

Only my selfishness is to blame 

You were my only bet 

You own my biggest regrets

You will be lucky when you forget 

Me someday 

No, I’m not afraid to be alone

I’m a big girl and I’m not afraid to lie

I’m so damn lost and stupid 

Cuz I’m too weak to survive 

You were my only bet 

You the weary victim of my neglect

You will be lucky when you forget 

Me someday 

My worst fears, I realize

Were only creations of my own mind

The questions you answered 

Lost their meaning 

And I forgot to cry 

You were my only bet 

You the weary victim of my neglect

You will be lucky when you forget 

Me someday 

I lost the bet 

I am responsible for your regrets

I hope you will forgive 

Me someday